Take it slow. Learn to forgive, but forgetting will never be an option..

Me Gusta.

Anonymous asked: What did you do to slim down? You look great

Run, changed my eating habits

My turtle won’t ever lie to me or ever hide anything from me. I Love my turtle because he’s all I have.

Okay maybe not the last part.

I never really looked into this movie.. I just thought that it would be one of those fantasy movies, that you end up loving..This one ended up being very very personal to me.. Making it actually, my favorite movie. SPOILER ALERT. So A young boy in this movie named Shawn has a heart disease. He is there for the summer to rest up for his operation and also because his parents are too busy to take care of him. It reminded me of the summer I needed to be at my uncles to do the exact same thing and for the exact same reason.. In the movie you’d see him becoming very tired from running short distances and having sharp pains in his chest when he gets too excited.. Just like me.. Haha. In the movie he says to Arrietty ” I’m sorry for upsetting you. I’m actually the one who’s going to die.” I started bawling hahaha ( shut up ).. I don’t even know what the point of this post was.. This movie that I loved just because of who the director was and his past films have been amazing.. Well this movie became a personal favorite movie of mine. His parting words to her we’re..”My heart is stronger now, because you’re in it.”.. I can’t even explain how much I love this movie. And what a coincidence I made a post earlier before watching this movie, how I wanted to just take care of something, like he did with the girl. Waaah.. Haha..

Anonymous asked: Things will get better. It may take some time but you'll see the rainbow after the raging storm. :) Trust, love.

.. God bless you.

Recently, I’ve noticed how the people that love me take care of me so well. Lately, I’ve been getting frustrated.. Whenever I try to help or take care of them, they would always say ’ No! It’s okay’ or ’ I’ll be fine! Thanks!’. And I know it’s not because they actually can, but it’s because they don’t want me to tire myself out. Or risk an over beating heart rate. I feel SO useless. I cry sometimes because of it. Maybe that’s why I want a pet so bad, particularly a turtle. So I can have something to take care of. And maybe also a turtle so I can keep up with it.. I just feel like a heavy burden.

aquatically asked: Dear person I like

Dear person I like,

It’s come to the point where I know we’ll always find our way back to one another. I had the biggest crush on you for a while, but we were both taken at the time. All though I had hurt someone terribly for my happiness.. I just didn’t want and I just couldn’t let the person I love get away from me again. Most especially see him with the wrong girl again.. Gosh, the girls he went for and went out with.. My gosh. I save you bro. Haha, but really, you saved me too. You gave me hope again. A reason to fight. You were gods gift to me